Thinking outloud

As republican who voted for McCain/Palin my thoughts have been very much on the results of the election and whats going to happen next I do not mean to offend anyone and I am just venting letting it get out of my system so that I can move on so I do apologize. Today like any any started out with work and ended with work . I work with kids with special needs with physical and emotional disabilities so some times its very emotional stress and other just plain physical pain that I feel at the end of the day. I can not understand the why a good portion of the population of our great city and county felt no need to support and denined the funding needed to help both adults and kids with special needs by not passing admendment 51. Very frustrating to the community who helps these special people; can you answer where the funding which is so badely needed going to come from.