Why

Sleep I very much need will not come too much pain and too much on my mind. I ask myself why did this happen and why now. Questions that I can not answer and God knows I hope. I have been diagnosed with herniated discs in my lower back region which what is causing the nerve pain. I already been out of work almost two weeks how much longer will the healing take. I question in my mind will surgery be option and will it work? To be free of pain would be great but this may be message to me that alot things in my life will need to change probably including my job direction to less physically demanding one, mabey It is the push I need to go back to pursing a career in history. Questions continue to swirl around in my head but think my medication has kicked back into gear so I can sleep again. Talk to again soon.